\u00cbsht\u00eb ora 2 e m\u00ebngjesit n\u00eb repartin e urgjenc\u00ebs s\u00eb obstetrik\u00ebs dhe gjinekologjis\u00eb n\u00eb kompleksin mjek\u00ebsor Assahaba n\u00eb Gaza. Nga dritaret e hapura d\u00ebgjoj zhurm\u00ebn e pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb t\u00eb dron\u00ebve n\u00eb qiellin sip\u00ebr nesh, por p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, gjith\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb qet\u00eb. Nj\u00eb fllad kalon n\u00ebp\u00ebr korridorin bosh, duke sjell\u00eb leht\u00ebsim nga vapa, dhe nj\u00eb shk\u00eblqim i but\u00eb i kalt\u00ebr buron nga ato pak drita q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb ndezura. Tani jam n\u00eb muajin e gjasht\u00eb t\u00eb praktik\u00ebs profesionale nj\u00eb vje\u00e7are dhe n\u00eb or\u00ebn e 12-tw t\u00eb nd\u00ebrrimit 16 or\u00ebsh t\u00eb pun\u00ebs. Jam aq e lodhur sa mund t\u00eb m\u00eb z\u00ebr\u00eb gjumi n\u00eb sportelin e pranimeve, por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb qet\u00ebsi, m\u00eb p\u00ebrfshin nj\u00eb ndjesi e rrall\u00eb paqeje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kjo paqe prishet shpejt nga nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb qan nga dhimbja. Ajo po gjakoset dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb kapluar nga ng\u00ebr\u00e7e t\u00eb forta. E kontrollojm\u00eb dhe i themi se ka humbur f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e palindur, f\u00ebmij\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar ta takonte. Gruaja ishte martuar s\u00eb fundmi, por vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb muaj pas dasm\u00ebs, burri i saj u vra nga nj\u00eb sulm ajror. F\u00ebmija q\u00eb ajo mbante n\u00eb bark, nj\u00eb embrion 10 javor, ishte i pari dhe do t\u00eb mbetet i fundit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fytyra e saj \u00ebsht\u00eb e zbeht\u00eb, sikur gjaku t\u2019i jet\u00eb ngrir\u00eb nga tronditja. Ka ankth, mohim dhe ul\u00ebrima. Ul\u00ebrimat e saj t\u00ebrheqin v\u00ebmendjen e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt mblidhen rreth saj gjersa ajo rr\u00ebzohet n\u00eb tok\u00eb. Ia rikthejm\u00eb vet\u00ebdijen, p\u00ebr ta kthyer s\u00ebrish te vuajtja. Por tani ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e heshtur, nuk ka m\u00eb britma, as shprehje. Pasi humbi bashk\u00ebshortin, tani p\u00ebrballon dhimbjen e humbjes s\u00eb asaj q\u00eb kishte shpresuar t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb kujtim i gjall\u00eb i tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cbsht\u00eb nata ime e gjasht\u00eb n\u00eb nd\u00ebrrim t\u00eb nat\u00ebs n\u00eb obstetrik\u00eb dhe gjinekologji. Supozohet t\u00eb kaloj edhe n\u00ebp\u00ebr reparte t\u00eb tjera, duke q\u00ebndruar dy muaj n\u00eb secilin, por tashm\u00eb, gjat\u00eb k\u00ebtij rotacioni, kam vendosur t\u00eb b\u00ebhem gjinekologe. Q\u00ebndrimi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb repart sjell g\u00ebzim n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, \u00ebsht\u00eb vendi ku fillon jeta dhe m\u00eb m\u00ebson se shpresa \u00ebsht\u00eb e pranishme pavar\u00ebsisht gj\u00ebrave t\u00eb tmerrshme q\u00eb po p\u00ebrjetojm\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb lind\u00ebsh n\u00eb nj\u00eb zon\u00eb lufte, mes bombardimeve, uris\u00eb dhe frik\u00ebs, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb jeta dhe vdekja bashk\u00ebjetojn\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb ende e kam t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb kuptoj se si jeta ngul k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend t\u00eb rrethuar nga vdekja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb habit fakti q\u00eb n\u00ebnat vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb sjellin f\u00ebmij\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb ku mbijetesa duket e pasigurt. N\u00ebse bombardimet nuk na marrin jet\u00ebn, mund ta b\u00ebj\u00eb uria. Por ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb befason m\u00eb shum\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00ebndrueshm\u00ebria dhe durimi i popullit tim. Ata besojn\u00eb se f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tyre do t\u00eb jetojn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb bartur nj\u00eb mesazh t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm, se pavar\u00ebsisht sa shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz keni vrar\u00eb, Gaza kund\u00ebrp\u00ebrgjigjet dhe refuzon t\u00eb fshihet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb lind\u00ebsh \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb fizikisht dhe emocionalisht rraskapit\u00ebse, dhe n\u00ebnat n\u00eb Gaza durojn\u00eb dhimbje t\u00eb padurueshme pa pasur qasje as n\u00eb qet\u00ebsues bazik\u00eb. Q\u00eb nga marsi, spitali ka p\u00ebrjetuar mungesa t\u00eb r\u00ebnda t\u00eb furnizimeve baz\u00eb, p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb medikamentet p\u00ebr leht\u00ebsimin e dhimbjes dhe anestezionin. Kur ato b\u00ebrtasin nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb u qep plag\u00ebt e \u00e7arjes pa anestezion, ndihem e pafuqishme, por p\u00ebrpiqem t\u2019i shp\u00ebrqendroj duke u treguar sa t\u00eb bukur jan\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tyre dhe duke i siguruar se e kan\u00eb kaluar pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me urin\u00eb e vazhdueshme k\u00ebtu, shum\u00eb gra shtatz\u00ebna jan\u00eb t\u00eb rraskapitura dhe nuk shtojn\u00eb pesh\u00eb t\u00eb mjaftueshme gjat\u00eb shtatz\u00ebnis\u00eb. Kur vjen momenti i lindjes, ato jan\u00eb t\u00eb lodhura edhe para se t\u00eb fillojn\u00eb t\u00eb shtyjn\u00eb. Si rezultat, lindja mund t\u00eb zgjas\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb, gj\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb dhimbje p\u00ebr n\u00ebn\u00ebn. N\u00ebse rrahjet e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb foshnj\u00ebs ngadal\u00ebsohen, ajo mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb prerje cezariane urgjente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb praktikosh mjek\u00ebsin\u00eb k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb larg idealit. Spitalet jan\u00eb t\u00eb mbingarkuara dhe burimet jasht\u00ebzakonisht t\u00eb kufizuara. Ne luftojm\u00eb vazhdimisht me munges\u00eb t\u00eb furnizimeve mjek\u00ebsore. N\u00eb \u00e7do nd\u00ebrrim nate, punoj me nj\u00eb gjinekolog, tre infermiere dhe tre mami. Un\u00eb zakonisht merrem me detyrat m\u00eb t\u00eb lehta, si vler\u00ebsimi i gjendjes, qepja e plag\u00ebve t\u00eb vogla dhe asistimi n\u00eb lindje normale. Gjinekologu merret me rastet m\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuara, nd\u00ebrsa kirurgu kryen prerjet cezariane t\u00eb planifikuara apo urgjente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kirurgu na kujton gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb minimizojm\u00eb sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebrdorimin e gazave dhe fijeve t\u00eb qepjes, dhe t\u2019i kursejm\u00eb p\u00ebr pacienten tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb nevoj\u00eb. Un\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb hedh dhe t\u00eb z\u00ebvend\u00ebsoj gaz\u00ebn vet\u00ebm pasi ajo t\u00eb jet\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht e ngopur me gjak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nd\u00ebrprerjet e rrym\u00ebs e b\u00ebjn\u00eb ende m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Energjia elektrike nd\u00ebrpritet disa her\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb, duke e zhytur sall\u00ebn e lindjes n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb. N\u00eb ato momente, nuk na mbetet gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se t\u00eb ndezim dritat e telefonave p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebvizur duart tona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrrimi s\u00eb fundmi, rryma u nd\u00ebrpre p\u00ebr gati 10 minuta pasi nj\u00eb foshnj\u00eb kishte lindur. Placenta e n\u00ebn\u00ebs ende nuk kishte dal\u00eb, prandaj p\u00ebrdor\u00ebm dritat e telefonit p\u00ebr ta ndihmuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shum\u00eb nga profesionist\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb mjek\u00ebsis\u00eb n\u00eb Gaza jan\u00eb vrar\u00eb, si Dr. Basel Mahdi dhe v\u00ebllai i tij, Dr. Raed Mahdi, t\u00eb dy gjinekolog\u00eb. Ata u vran\u00eb gjat\u00eb detyr\u00ebs n\u00eb spitalin e lindjeve Mahdi n\u00eb n\u00ebntor 2023. Shum\u00eb mjek\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb kan\u00eb ikur nga Gaza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shumic\u00ebn e koh\u00ebs, mjek\u00ebt rreth meje jan\u00eb t\u00eb mbingarkuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb ofruar udh\u00ebzime ose p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb m\u00ebsuar aft\u00ebsit\u00eb praktike q\u00eb kisha shpresuar t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja, megjith\u00ebse p\u00ebrpiqen sa munden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjithat\u00eb, disa momente arrijn\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ajn\u00eb lodhjen dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb kujtojn\u00eb pse e zgjodha k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim. K\u00ebto p\u00ebrvoja m\u00eb mbeten m\u00eb gjat\u00eb se \u00e7do ligj\u00ebrat\u00eb apo lib\u00ebr m\u00ebsimor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrrimi, nj\u00eb grua shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb erdhi p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kontroll rutinore, e shoq\u00ebruar nga vajza e saj pes\u00ebvje\u00e7are, buz\u00ebqeshja e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ndri\u00e7onte dhom\u00ebn. Ajo kishte ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar gjinin\u00eb e foshnj\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Teksa p\u00ebrgatisja aparatin e ekografis\u00eb, u ktheva dhe, me shaka, e pyeta vajz\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl \u201cDo q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb djal\u00eb apo vajz\u00eb\u201d?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pa hezituar, ajo tha \u201cDjal\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E habitur nga siguria e saj, e pyeta but\u00ebsisht pse. Para se ajo t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej, n\u00ebna e saj shpjegoi me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt: \u201cNuk do vajz\u00eb. Ka frik\u00eb se do ta humbas\u00eb, ashtu si\u00e7 humbi motr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, e cila u vra n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sulm t\u00eb fundit\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, nj\u00eb grua n\u00eb jav\u00ebn e dhjet\u00eb t\u00eb shtatz\u00ebnis\u00eb erdhi n\u00eb klinik\u00ebn e obstetrik\u00ebs pasi nj\u00eb mjek i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb se zemra e foshnj\u00ebs nuk rrihte m\u00eb. Teksa po b\u00ebja ekografin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kontrolluar fetusin, me habi dhe leht\u00ebsim, zbulova nj\u00eb rrahje zemre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gruaja qau nga g\u00ebzimi. At\u00eb dit\u00eb, pash\u00eb jet\u00eb atje ku mendohej se ishte humbur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tragjedia prek \u00e7do pjes\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs son\u00eb n\u00eb Gaza. \u00cbsht\u00eb e thurur edhe n\u00eb momentet tona m\u00eb intime, madje edhe p\u00ebrreth g\u00ebzimit t\u00eb pritjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb jete t\u00eb re. Siguria \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb luks q\u00eb nuk e kemi njohur kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb or\u00ebn 6 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit, nd\u00ebrsa agimi zbardh dit\u00ebn e turnit tim, mir\u00ebpresim nj\u00eb foshnj\u00eb t\u00eb re t\u00eb lindur nga nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb nga kampi Jabalia n\u00eb veri t\u00eb Gazas, nj\u00eb zon\u00eb e rrethuar nga ushtar\u00eb dhe tanke izraelite. P\u00ebrderisa rrezet e para t\u00eb diellit dep\u00ebrtojn\u00eb n\u00eb sall\u00ebn e lindjes, n\u00ebna qesh me lot g\u00ebzimi, fytyra e saj e skuqur teksa p\u00ebrqafon vajz\u00ebn e porsalindur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasi kishte kaluar nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb mbushur me frik\u00eb, raketa dhe snajper\u00eb, n\u00ebna dhe familja e saj arrit\u00ebn t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrinin t\u00eb sigurt n\u00eb spital. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, ata festojn\u00eb dhe gjejn\u00eb s\u00ebrish nj\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb shpresuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n