N\u00eb dit\u00ebn time t\u00eb fundit t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs, m\u00eb dukej sikur vite t\u00eb t\u00ebra p\u00ebrpjekjesh tani ishin p\u00ebrmbledhur n\u00eb nj\u00eb cop\u00ebz t\u00eb vog\u00ebl letre. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishim t\u00eb lumtur n\u00eb diplomim, duke mbajtur certifikatat tona n\u00eb duar. Secili prej nesh kishte nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshme p\u00ebrpara. Shok\u00ebt dhe shoqet donin t\u00eb studionin mjek\u00ebsi, inxhinieri civile ose ekonomi. Un\u00eb doja aviacionin, t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha pilote.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Punuam shum\u00eb, duke u p\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr Kankor, provimin e pranimit n\u00eb universitet, por m\u00eb pas erdhi vonesa e par\u00eb. Koronavirusi mb\u00ebrriti n\u00eb Afganistan. Gjith\u00e7ka u fut n\u00eb karantin\u00eb dhe provimet tona u shtyn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebrfundimisht, u pranova n\u00eb universitet. N\u00eb dit\u00ebn time t\u00eb par\u00eb i thash\u00eb vetes: \u201cShabnam, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund p\u00ebrpjekjet e tua nuk shkuan d\u00ebm.\u201d Buz\u00ebqeshja nuk m\u00eb largohej nga fytyra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Punova shum\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb vitit t\u00eb par\u00eb, isha studentja m\u00eb e mir\u00eb n\u00eb klas\u00ebn time prej 120 student\u00ebsh nga t\u00eb 34 provincat e Afganistanit. Babai im ishte shum\u00eb krenar p\u00ebr mua. Por n\u00ebna ime m\u00eb tha \u201cBij\u00eb, mos u g\u00ebzo kaq shum\u00eb, dikush mund ta marr\u00eb m\u00ebsysh lumturin\u00eb t\u00ebnde.\u201d Do t\u00eb doja ta kisha d\u00ebgjuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00ebna ime m\u00eb tregonte shpesh histori p\u00ebr taliban\u00ebt dhe thoshte se ne kishim mbetur prapa n\u00eb arsim. Pastaj, n\u00eb vitin tim t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, taliban\u00ebt e mor\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Afganistanin. Ishte lamtumir\u00eb p\u00ebr universitetin dhe librat tan\u00eb. Nj\u00eb universitet q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb hapej m\u00eb kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr ne. Do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb t\u00eb na kishin marr\u00eb jet\u00ebn n\u00eb vend t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me nj\u00eb mij\u00eb vuajtje, u kthyem n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. I thash\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs: \u201cKishe t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. Do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb mos isha g\u00ebzuar aq shum\u00eb.\u201d Nuk e dija se m\u00eb e keqja ende nuk kishte ardhur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Taliban\u00ebt than\u00eb se asnj\u00eb vajz\u00eb mbi mosh\u00ebn 15-vje\u00e7are nuk duhet t\u00eb mbetej e pamartuar. Vajzat po detyroheshin t\u00eb fejoheshin. Ose taliban\u00ebt do t\u2019i martonin vet\u00eb vajzat, ose babai duhej t\u00eb gjente dik\u00eb p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn e tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb dhan\u00eb p\u00ebr dik\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kishte arsim dhe nuk dinte as t\u00eb lexonte e as t\u00eb shkruante. E qara u b\u00eb e vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebja dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I thash\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs \u201cDo t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb varrosje t\u00eb gjall\u00eb.\u201d Familja e dh\u00ebndrit donte t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre. N\u00ebse nuk do ta pranoja, taliban\u00ebt do ta arrestonin babain tim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, burri im m\u00eb tha \u201cN\u00ebse e do kaq shum\u00eb studimin dhe arsimin, do t\u00eb marrim pasaportat dhe do t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb Iran. Un\u00eb do t\u00eb punoj dhe ti mund t\u00eb studiosh.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasi mor\u00ebm pasaportat, burri im m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb shkoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb vizat. Dola jasht\u00eb dhe pash\u00eb nj\u00eb taksi, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb hipa n\u00eb t\u00eb. Mora rrezikun dhe udh\u00ebtova vet\u00ebm, sepse ishte vet\u00ebm rreth 10 minuta larg dhe askush nuk mund t\u00eb vinte me mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb pik\u00ebn e kontrollit t\u00eb taliban\u00ebve, m\u00eb pyet\u00ebn: \u201cKu \u00ebsht\u00eb mahremi yt?\u201d U thash\u00eb se burri im kishte shkuar n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Ata m\u00eb \u00e7uan n\u00eb burg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur erdhi burri im, e mor\u00ebn n\u00eb pyetje dhe e pyet\u00ebn se ku po shkonte gruaja e tij e vetme. Ai ua shpjegoi situat\u00ebn. Pastaj e pyet\u00ebn se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebnim n\u00eb Iran. Kur ai tha \u201cP\u00ebr arsim\u201d, ata u p\u00ebrgjigj\u00ebn: \u201cVdekje arsimit. Kush i ka lejuar grat\u00eb t\u00eb studiojn\u00eb?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb ofenduan dhe i than\u00eb burrit tim: \u201cTi je fatkeq dhe e ke b\u00ebr\u00eb edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb grua t\u00eb varf\u00ebr fatkeqe.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin 84 gra t\u00eb mbajtura n\u00eb 10 dhoma t\u00eb vogla pa dritare, rreth nj\u00eb oborri. Edhe pse dhomat ishin t\u00eb vogla, n\u00eb secil\u00ebn prej tyre mbaheshin nga shtat\u00eb ose tet\u00eb gra dhe kishte vet\u00ebm dy krevate. Shumica flinin n\u00eb dysheme. Tualeti mbante er\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb keqe. Ato q\u00eb kishin mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb blinin pilula i merrnin p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur; disa u b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb varura prej tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pyeta n\u00ebse kishte nj\u00eb telefon q\u00eb mund ta p\u00ebrdorja dhe m\u00eb treguan nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb. Telefonova burrin tim dhe ai m\u00eb tha se ishte nxjerr\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia. \u201cV\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e mi m\u00eb kan\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb jasht\u00eb dhe tani jam n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. M\u00eb thon\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedh mes teje dhe tyre. Por un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb braktis kurr\u00eb, edhe n\u00ebse e gjith\u00eb bota \u00ebsht\u00eb kund\u00ebr teje.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur e ktheva telefonin, roja m\u00eb tha: \u201cTani duhet t\u00eb paguash p\u00ebr t\u00eb.\u201d U trondita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Grat\u00eb m\u00eb shpjeguan se, pa para, nuk mund ta p\u00ebrdor\u00ebsh telefonin. Taliban\u00ebt u marrin para \u00e7do dit\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb kuptova pse taliban\u00ebt p\u00ebrdorin \u00e7do gj\u00eb si arsye p\u00ebr t\u2019i burgosur njer\u00ebzit. P\u00ebr para.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ata i mbanin njer\u00ebzit larg familjeve dhe pun\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre dhe burgosnin persona t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr p\u00ebrfitimet e tyre. Secila prej grave, ashtu si un\u00eb, ishte burgosur pa ndonj\u00eb arsye t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Pash\u00eb nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb re q\u00eb ishte burgosur sepse babai i saj e kishte p\u00ebrdhunuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb quajtura, ashtu si un\u00eb, \u201cgra t\u00eb k\u00ebqija\u201d, jet\u00ebt tona u shkat\u00ebrruan. Disa prej tyre nuk kishin familje q\u00eb t\u2019i priste pas lirimit. Grat\u00eb, familjet e t\u00eb cilave nuk pranojn\u00eb t\u2019i marrin p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, shpesh i japin fund jet\u00ebs. Disa detyrohen t\u00eb martohen me burra t\u00eb moshuar vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur nj\u00eb \u00e7ati mbi kok\u00eb. T\u00eb tjera b\u00ebjn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb munden p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbijetuar. Disa shesin drog\u00eb, disa shesin trupin e tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dy gra i dhan\u00eb fund jet\u00ebs brenda burgut nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb isha aty. Pasi t\u00eb tjerat kishin r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb gjum\u00eb, ato u var\u00ebn. Njihja gjithashtu nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb u hodh para nj\u00eb makine dhe vdiq, sepse pas lirimit kishte mbetur pa sht\u00ebpi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e burrit tim m\u00eb etiketuan si nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb keqe. Asnj\u00ebri prej tyre nuk fliste me burrin tim, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se p\u00ebr ta tallur. Ai njeri i shkret\u00eb i duroi t\u00eb gjitha. Pas tre muajsh, u lirova nga burgu. Burri im kishte gjetur me shum\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi nj\u00eb vend me qira ku t\u00eb jetonim. Qiraja ishte e shtrenjt\u00eb, por un\u00eb isha shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasi linda f\u00ebmij\u00ebn tim, pronari na nxori jasht\u00eb. Kur djali im ishte dy muajsh, pran\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi kishte nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb rr\u00ebnuar dhe ne u zhvendos\u00ebm aty. T\u00eb gjitha llojet e insekteve kishin z\u00ebn\u00eb vend brenda saj. Nuk kishim zgjidhje tjet\u00ebr. Nuk mund t\u00eb merrnim me qira nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb qytet, sepse qirat\u00eb ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb larta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7do dit\u00eb shqet\u00ebsohesha se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb sillte e ardhmja jon\u00eb. I thash\u00eb burrit tim: \u201cEdhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj dhe do t\u00eb punoj.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndiqja nj\u00eb kanal gatimi online dhe m\u00ebsova vet\u00eb se si t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatis \u00ebmb\u00eblsira. Fillova me \u00ebmb\u00eblsira me kosto t\u00eb ul\u00ebt dhe shum\u00eb shpejt e p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsova k\u00ebt\u00eb zanat. I \u00e7oja \u00ebmb\u00eblsirat e mia n\u00ebp\u00ebr dyqane p\u00ebr t\u2019i shitur. Por nuk kisha buxhet dhe kisha nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Disa organizata t\u00eb huaja mb\u00ebshtesin grat\u00eb q\u00eb duan t\u00eb b\u00ebhen t\u00eb pavarura financiarisht. Por taliban\u00ebt krijuan nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb tregtie p\u00ebrmes s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ata shp\u00ebrndajn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetje. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb kisha 2 mij\u00eb afgan\u00eb, ata do t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin nj\u00eb hua p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb materialet q\u00eb m\u00eb duheshin p\u00ebr pjekje. Por un\u00eb duhej t\u00eb ktheja 2 mij\u00eb afgan\u00eb (rreth 22.50 funte) \u00e7do muaj dhe nuk i kisha k\u00ebto para.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb, p\u00ebr momentin, \u00ebndrra ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur nj\u00eb kafene dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb shitur \u00ebmb\u00eblsira mbetet vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do ta realizoj: do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb pun\u00eb p\u00ebr veten time dhe p\u00ebr vajzat si un\u00eb, sepse u kam premtuar \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb mia se do t\u2019i arrij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n